Happy Mother’s Day!
In order: Camera whore with the grandparents at dinner x3, flowers for grandma, Mommmmaaaa, Vicki’s card for Mom, Vicki (who blinked and then laughed uncontrollably, thus, this is the only decent picture), Mom peeling fruits :X, favorite dimsum dish Phoenix Claws (literal translation. LOL), sassy baby cousin Alyssa (she has her hands on her hips. HAhah).
So a lot happened this weekend and, for the most part, I remembered to take a picture of each point that I was happy. Haha. It wasn’t exactly fun. I’m basically the only big kid with a bunch of baby cousins and gossiping adults, but it was nice to family/people-watch and absorb their presence.
A family-filled weekend. I could only take my family in small doses though. Sometimes I hate having such a small family. And being the guinea pig big sister of such a small family. They all look to you, they all expect so much from you, and they are all overly proud of you. And honestly, it’s a lot of pressure. But it doesn’t mean I love them any less. I understand it’s because they want the best for me. But expectations lead to disappointments. I feel that at this rate of inflation, there’d be major letdowns. Please don’t think so far into the future for me. I am barely aware of what I will accomplish tomorrow.
I get all these emotions every time I go home. Happy, sad, anxious, etc etc etc etc… etc. It’s the same every single time..
Trying to get back on track with life.